Perfect Peace
It’s dripping down my face As I look up at the gloomy sky It covers me with comfort Knowing no one sees me cry Its soft sound as it hits the pavement Makes my soul at peace Forget about bright and sunny Dark and rainy is when my mind can finally cease
four letters
a simple four letters
do we not understand
how these simple four letters
have broken and bent
the lives of eachother
of the ones that we care about
why have we done this
taken this word
and made it so unreal
tossing it around
like it has no meaning
when it really is evething
that our hearts depend on
so we strive and thrive
to get our fill
of this true love
the one that is real
not just said to be said
or done to be done
but the words that have meaning
the words that are real
Life
im young and naive
so they say
but if im so naive
then why must you hold me back
cant i learn from my mistakes
or must i learn from the ones you’ve made
and constantly remind me of
will my life be sheltered by the worries of my superiors or
will i be able to live the life
that i feel is mine
Think
the tears that fall
they fall for you
for you to know
the pain you’ve caused me
my heart is breaking slowly
and a little more each day
because seeing your face
is too hard for me to do
so as i cry
why dont you think of this
think of what you can do
to make it better
could you keep your word
and be my friend
or you could just continue
to treat me like shit
so please think hard
about what you’ve done
as these tears rush down my cheek
know that things will never be the same
Stop
My heart is broken
Never again to be the same
My dreams are shattered
With no hope
My life has slowed
For the pain to sink in
My heart rate doubled
Unable to be normal again
The aches and pains
Of this battle
Are way too deep
To venture on
The scars and bruises
Of this war
Make me want to
Stop
In A World
Happiness
In a world that seems so angry
Love
In a world that seem so distant
Hope
In a world where dreams are torn
Our world is shattered
Nothing will ever be good
Deserving ones will never find
Love that is meant to be
Hope will be crushed
In front of desperate feet
Why is it like this
Why can’t we change
All of us broken
None are ashamed
Tears run down our cheeks
With only our hands to chase them away
Bloody fights brake out
But the cops come, only too late
Children get beat
And keep it all inside
Fear is an enemy
That makes us forever hide
Our world has been destroyed
By sin and emptyness
And there’s nothing i can do
To make it whole again
Pushing Back
Society Today
Doesn’t accept the girl i am
So i must hide away
In a shell of lies
To be something that
Our world won’t push away
Life is hard
For “my type”
But one day
I won’t be ashamed
Of who i really am
One day society won’t have a chance
Because all of us
Will be pushing back
Only Friends
Everytime i see you
I couldn’t dare look away
You have no clue
How strong my love is for you
Your all i think about
But when i remeber
You will never feel the same
It makes me crazy
To know that im in love
With someone who will never
Love me back
Your feelings
They confuse me
The way we talk
Everyday
But as you say
We’re only friends
And that’s how it must stay
The Awakening
I awaken
In a place
That looks so
Alien
Where am i?
Hands
Pale and clammy
Shaking uncontrollably
Seeing sights so
Unhuman
What am i?
No name
Comes to mind
No identification
That i can find
Who am i?
Stuck
Between wondering
If it is
Past or
Present
When am i?
A creature
With no purpose
But only to
Fail
Why am i?
I Don’t Know
I’m staring off in space
Thinking of you
Of your deep brown eyes that I’ve come to love
Yet i don’t know their story
Of the smile that makes me giggle
But I don’t know why your smiling
Of your laugh that sends shivers down my spine
Still I don’t know why you’re laughing
How could i love someone so much
And know so little
